Wastella is me most likely. She's what I've become in the raw. She's a lot to handle. Don't get me wrong, I love Wastella and there are many aspects of her that I wish to explore and enhance. She's dark and sexy (although she'd fight you to the death if you ever tired to tell her that) and creative. She's witchy and once she get's her powers going she could be unstoppable! But damn does she need to take the garbage out! Poor Wastella is sick, she is the keeper of all my broken bits. She's sad and angry and anxious as hell and in a way she likes it like that. She's become too comfortable with self hate and doesn't know how to break that cycle. But, she's a survivor, and she holds my demons on a leash... but that is not to say they don't bite her.  

   In this section of my online journal, I want to fuck up some demons and work on my mental state. I need to take out the trash that poisons my mind. I also want to take the time to "seek out the dark forces and join their hellish crusade" with Morticia Addams. I want to develop my white witch and explore the power I'd have if I could control my (stereotypically Scorpio) dark energies.