That Sarah's page was jacked the fuck up BLOWS me. Lol, or maybe I realized that and I just didn't care because I still don't have anything interesting on that page at all.
Anyways, finally I acknowledged the fact that the background I'd chosen for Sarah's page was watermarked, and I shouldn't have been using it. It's a shame because it was beautiful and I loved the colors and it took me a really really long time to even settle on that one. So today I committed to finding something else. This time I kinda put together different images to create my own sort of thing. But still in time I could notice I've fucked up again because they were just google search images. Idk if I'm telling on myself with all this I DON'T KNOW what the law is???? Good news is literally NO ONE sees my shit because idk how to "grow" my site. And I am just now really getting around to trying to. Another thing I'm proud of myself for doing? The other day - I reached out to the people in charge to check if I can even be doing this kind of Shel Silverstein inspired thing.
Again...telling on myself - I do that a lot. I haven't heard back yet so fingers crossed.
BUT some other things.
- I've made it an entire half a month washing my face and brushing my teeth everyday!
- I edited my artwork pictures to make them look more polished and professional. What sucks about it is that the pictures of my artwork are all shitty quality and at fucked angles so I have to crop out edges to make it square and the editing - I was hesitant to do because it's artwork so I don't want to be misleading about how it actually looks. BUT, I had to get over that because in reality, the pictures I took DO NOT do the works justice and by editing, I was simply restoring their beauty. SO I did that finally, and I re - did my gallery on Cynthia's page and it looks bomb. Now Idk, I have to figure out if I am going to try and repost the new pics on my instagram to make it look better....ahhh a question for another day.
I think i am missing something else I accomplished but probably not...idk.
But - oh the other thing is I've realized, despite my general emotional/mental death lately. I've managed to do small things that are HUGE in my book. And I've also realized that I actually do have a LOT of projects I am supposed to be working on. So With tomorrows FULL MOON, I am going to (Hopefully) Put my shit in order and be grateful for those things that I forgot I do have going on that are exciting.
Bitch i'm gunna charge my crystals under the full moon bitch!!!
Biiiiiiiiitchhhhh.....
xo - me