Well, thats a question for a day, that isn't today.
I have been on a loooooong journey/mission to "clean" up this site and make it official and adhering to legal standards and such so that maybe one day I won't just be writing and doing all of this shit for only my eyes to see. Figuring out the .org thing is a project in itself and it will have to wait, but it's on the list.
The biggest change has just been changing the names of my "personified, personalities". Originally they were real names and the whole concept had to do with a poem by my childhood favorite poet...but as it turns out that wasn't exactly "legal" - don't worry, they would have never found out, had I not asked and basically told on myself...so that is to say, I didn't get "caught", I just asked for permission (after the fact, and after I'd made much an intense bond and attachment to them)..and I wasn't granted permission. Boo hoo.
So after months of "conceptualizing", I've finally landed on the new names for my girls. All trash themed! So it works, and I am finally pretty happy with them.
Now what comes with changing those names, is scrubbing the site of all trace of my former "identities". I have done what I can on my actual web pages, but in some of my forum and blog posts...I am sure there are still mentions of those old names. So someone reading this (lol AS IF!) might be confused like, who the fuck is she referring to? Who is Sarah, or Cynthia, or Sylvia, or Stout??...Just pretend those names aren't there.
Maybe I'll get around to a deeper clean of everything , but probably not soooo here's the key:
Sarah = Trashley, Cynthia = Bagatha, Sylvia = Wastella, Stout = Dumphrey
I know creating this key, just kind of fucks up the whole plan to scrub all evidence clean and prolongs the "illegalities" I guess. But really I don't feel like fixing it all at once, it's taken me this long just to do this! So fuck it. Maybe doing this is just a silly way of rebelling.
"Give me 3 reasons why you feel you must rebel?"
"I hate the world, I hate my parent's, I hate myself!"
-it's from Letterkenny...am I fucking up and creating a copyright issue again??
Anyways,
XO - Garbage Gal
P.S......Fuck me Stuart.