Dumpfree is chill, very chill...too chill. She's your classic lazy girl. And unfortunately she's the part of me that runs the show most often. Dumpfree doesn't just call shotgun, she drives the car most the time, only she's sleepy so the rest of us get to watch as she drives us into a ditch. Now, that is not to say I don't like, or appreciate her. She is calm and honestly kind of happy (likely because she's asleep most the time). But I need her when I am wound too tightly to help me relax and to remind me not to sweat the small stuff...or really anything for that matter. I do need these qualities, however, Dumpfree has decided to place her bed in front of Trashley's door, keeping her locked in, and that's not fair. She doesn't care for makeup or clean clothes. She goes out in sweats and no bra with an absolute rats nest on her head and doesn't give the first fuck about it. Fine, that's cool - that's talent honestly, and I don't want to lose that ability. I like that she doesn't give a shit, but what I don't know is if she doesn't care because she's just that badass, or because she's completely given up. Maybe a bit of both, but either way it's time for a shower. I need her to allow me to care enough to try. I need her to take a back seat in the car of my life right now. 

    So in this section of my online mess-site, i will suspend Dumpfree's drivers license. I aim to take out the trash that is in the way of the other facets of my personality and holding back my life. I need to find a balance that can help Dumpfree operate in a more heathy way. I need her, but I want her to maybe try and apply her no fux attitude to the conversations I have, or the makeup Trashley hasn't perfected applying yet. It's time for Dumpfree to quit putting my life to sleep. Wake the fuck up! 

 

Eventually maybe I'll use this page to showcase videos of me being a sloppy sack of shit...until then, this is where you can  contact me, and I'll attempt to update a "daily" thought I have. Yeah expect that daily thought to change monthly at best.